“I won’t beg someone to love me. I learned long ago that there is no use in hopeless pleas of trying to make someone stay. I am too good to chase someone who does not know my worth and I am too wild to keep waiting for someone who doesn’t acknowledge my value. I want to be loved unconditionally. I shouldn’t have to fight so hard for it. I do not have the time to prove to someone that I am worth it. I shouldn’t have to prove any of that; I am worth more than that.”
i shouldnt have to be fearful, either, that i will not be accepted and loved. i am too at bliss with myself, fighting to love my flaws and strengths, to have someone influence my anxiousness with their oblivion.
i shouldnt be wrecked, i am fearlessly courageous in falling in love immediately with people. but i will not fall in love with a prospect until i am absolutely drowning in assuredness that makes me feel like i am someone elses forever. i want my love to make forever seem like such a short amount of time, that forever is not long enough for you to be overwhelmed by my presence.
i want my finger tips and neck to be someones home, and that no size of boards and nails and drywall could compare to the strength of my bones and skin and breath.
i shouldnt be afraid to feel, and show that what i am feeling is real. i shouldnt be afraid to communicate that i want to share a life with someone who will eventually not know where they end and i begin. i shouldnt be afraid of becoming one with another human, another soul, spirit and body. heart, hands and minds.
i am worthy of loving as strong as i want, and being unconditionally, imperfectly yet obsessively loved back.